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Tamburitza Lingua

November 3rd, 2006 (01:34 pm)
I LOVE THIS SONG!: ------------------------------------------------------------

a cold and porcelain lonely
in an old new york hotel
a stranger to a city
that she used to know so well

bathing in a bathroom
that is bathed in the first blue light
of the beginning of a century
at the end of an endless night

then she is wet behind the ears and wafting down the avenue
pre-rush hour
post-rain shower
stillness seeping upwards like steam
from another molten sewer
summer in new york

they've been spraying us with chemicals in our sleep
us / they
something about the mosquitoes having some kind of disease
them / me
CIA foul play
if you ask the guy selling hair dryers out of a gym bag
chemical warfare
"i'm telling you, lab rat to lab rat," he says, "that's where the truth
is at"
that's where the truth is at
that's where the truth is at

and everything seems to have gone terribly wrong that can
but one breath at a time is an acceptable plan
she tells herself
and the air is still there
and this morning it's even breathable
and for a second the relief is unbelievable
and she's a heavy sack of flour sifted
her burden lifted
she's full of clean wind for one lean moment
and then she's trapped again
caged and contorted
with no way to get free
and she's getting plenty of little kisses
but nobody's slippin' her the key

her whole life is a long list of what ifs
and she doesn't even know where to begin

and the pageantry of suffering therein
rivals television
tv is, after all, the modern day roman coliseum
human devastation as mass entertainment
and now millions sit jeering
collectively cheering
the bloodthirsty hierarchy of the patriarchal arrangement

she is hailing a cab
she is sailing down the ave
she's nineteen going on thirty
or maybe she's really thirty now
it's hard to say
it's hard to keep up with time once it's on its way

and, you know, she never had much of a chance
born into a family built like an avalanche

and somewhere in the 80s between the oat bran and the ozone
she started to figure out things like why
one eye pointed upwards looking for the holes in the sky
one eye on the little flashing red light
a picasso face twisted and listing down the canvas
of the end of an endless night

ten/nine/eight/seven/six/five/four/three/(two) two/one
and kerplooey
you're done
you're done for
you're done for good
so tell me
did you?
did you do?
did you do all you could?/i>

I think I'm just going to start posting songs hurr. To check out new entries, go to blog.myspace.com/pete4ya. Here adventures of HALLOWEEN and RANDOM instances in my life and some THOUGHTS about life. Comment everywhere and love me. Thank you for your time.

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What's Surrounding Me Is Grounding Me...

September 10th, 2006 (01:37 pm)

Where I'm At: Sutherland High School
I'm Feeling...: sad

No one understands.

Maybe one day someone will.

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Oh---Lord----Have Mercy---OOOOOOONNN---My Soooul....

September 4th, 2006 (03:28 pm)

Where I'm At: Woork :-(
I'm Feeling...: stressed
I LOVE THIS SONG!: Christina Aguilera- Mercy On Me (4:33)

I write to you from work today. I'm extremely bored and ready to quit this job, but I need a new one...someone help meeee!

So school starts tomorrow and (inspired by Becky's post) I decided to post my (pitiful) schedule:

(11am-12:20pm) Bio Nutrition
(12:30pm-1:50pm) Piano I
(2pm-3:20pm) Interpersonal Communications

(11am-12:20pm) Bio Nutrition
(12:30pm-1:50pm) Piano I
(2pm-3:20pm) Interpersonal Communications
(5:30pm-8:20pm) Great Mysteries of the Earth

The night class is going to be interesssting. Ugh. Not looking forward to it but I need to get more credits and pull up my GPA cuz I NEED to leave at the end of fall. So this semester should be interesting...

Ummm the Crocodile Hunter guy diiied!!! I'm so shocked and I don't know why. He was one cool cat. I knew he was gonna die from an animal but I didn't think it was going to be on accident...craaazy. I'm waaay to shocked about this.

So in about a week I am seeing Zero 7 and I am so excited! I'm trying not to hype it up because usually when I hype it up, it sucks. So I'm not going to jinx it this time. But I know once Sia hits the stage I may pee my pants. I also just can't wait to go to Boston for the first time. I wish I could go for like a whole week but since work and school rules my life. I can't...:-(

Speaking of good music...I got some songs for you to DL...

Christina Aguilera- Save Me From Myself AND Mercy On Me- Both songs phenomenal vocally and musically.
Sia- Where I Belong AND Church of What's Happening Now- Words cannot describe how amazing these songs are.
Tracy Bonham- Whether You Fall AND You Can't Always Not Get What You Don't Want AND I Was Born Without You- "Can't Always Not Get" and "Born Without You" are some clever as songs. "Whether You Fall" is just pretty.

Happy Downloading! You won't regret it.

Well I'm getting bored with this so I'm going to go be bored at this crappy ass job of mine. AND REMEMBER...anyone who knows a good job for me (that pays goood-yeah i'm asking for too much I KNOW), send me a comment por favor!

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